Tuesday, January 2, 2018

Tuesday, December 26, 2017

quantum state being

Gender engenders estrangement from our selves
Bifurcating humanity as if we are not one species
Sexuality dividing adults from children
Male and female separated like odd and even numbers.

Living in the context of contemporary social relations
Infused with the ruling patriarchal superiority
Sometimes an odd thought overtakes my brain
Thinking for a moment that I inhabit an alternate body.

I have masculine and feminine in me
I have both child and adult in me
I am young and old, potential and realized
I embody every possible aspect of uncertainty.

You may see me as a singular old man
Dancing with visions of sugar plums and fairies
Gnomes and elves and jingling bells
Cutting geometric patterns into the ice.

You may not find me as pure as driven snow
Covering the world pristine as a tabula rasa
Leaving a quiet hush as the storm tapers off
Waiting to glitter crystalline under the cold blue sky.

In the dark days between the solstice and the new year
I am alive and dead like a bare naked tree
I am arriving and departing as we all are
I am awake in a dream of time passing.

Friday, December 22, 2017

winter solstice 2017

We watched three eagles fly to the crest
Soaring over the hilltop where we live
Early afternoon on the winter solstice
Circling up above until they became distant specks

Their unexpected presence surprised us
So unusual the sight of three adults together
So lovely to admire those iconic white heads and tails
Flashing as they turned in the slanted sunlight

This vision in the sky might be taken as an augury
In times past when avian encounters signified
Some portent of the future possible to know
While our thoughts turn towards a simpler explanation

With the ponds sealed by ice as the arctic air invades
The fishers gather round what open water remains
Hereabouts having seen a dozen eagles in one tree
Perched in January by the reservoir edge

These are winter visitors arriving from the north
A serendipity for us to catch a chance to see them
Before we flee from this frozen landscape
To our subtropical sojourn awaiting warmer days

We heard the horned owl softly hooting last night
Audible to us in the quiet time after lights out
Penetrating the walls and closed windows
Calling to its mate somewhere near our house

Another sign of things to come we hope
If they should nest nearby this winter
Brooding their eggs in February for our return
Presenting us with fledgling owlets in April

For it seems these owls are indifferent to the season
Nesting in Florida at the same time as in New Jersey
Though what they use for their nest varies locally
We will watch there and anticipate what might be here

Saturday, December 16, 2017