Tuesday, September 22, 2020

waiting it out

The person who came to service our furnace
Laughed when I described the gurgling noise
The hot water circulating in the baseboards
Sounds like my stomach when I am hungry

Easy relaxed genuine mirth bubbled up
From someone so evidently happy with their work
Making an honest living making us ready 
To leave our house for the entire winter

We are not entirely relaxed about it
Uncertain about the course of the pandemic
On edge as the repression intensifies 
Targeting Black Lives Matter protesters

Summer is over and winter is coming
When the living is anything but easy
If you must stay around and be active 
Unable to migrate flying south or hibernate

That used to be us contending with the cold
Staying shut inside wearing extra layers 
Putting up with innumerable discomforts 
Counting the days until our release

Now we have the option to go subtropical
Joining up with the birds wintering over 
But being human we are once again waiting it out
Counting the days until the pandemic subsides 

The underlying interminable oppression in this society 
Felt by people of color like a knee on the neck 
Experienced in ways by all poor and working people 
Drags on continuing long past its expiration date 

And yet people have an irrepressible vitality that endures
A readiness to embrace any cause for celebration 
Demonstrative in our affection for loved ones 
Delighting in each welcome moment of happiness

Wawayanda September 22, 2020

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Sunday, September 20, 2020

Saturday, September 19, 2020

bad dream banished

When I am feeling down
Waking from a bad dream
Every ache and pain sensation
Tells me I am old and in decline 

My inescapable individual existence
Confined within this wrinkled skin
Subject to dark thoughts while asleep
Weighs upon the morning hours 

The neighborhood leafblower noise grates
As I read the news almost all bad
Sometimes the bright side disappears
Until my companion cheers me up

Though I haven't talked about it
She asks me knowing I am dispirited 
Sweetly giving me a hug and a kiss
A connection changing my outlook 

This is a welcome blue sky day
When we can get outside of ourselves
Walking in nature enjoying the sunlight
Moving our bones being alive

But having a life partner to share it with
That is the greatest gift I am given
Who banished my residual bad dream 
To let us have this precious day together