Saturday, December 5, 2020

Fort Myers Beach December 5, 2020

Friday, December 4, 2020

Lakes Regional Park December 4, 2020


pieces of my former self

They come to me as I am falling asleep

Or when I am reading someone's story

Or in odd moments having associations

Remembering people and places


A lifetime of experiences comes back

As discrete interactions and feelings 

Jumbled bits carried into my thoughts 

Conjured into an ephemeral existence 


Too transient to describe in detail 

Too many to arrange in a sequential story

Wandering through this memory palace

Finding stored pieces of my former self


I hope to not ever forget any of it

Brought to mind to keep it from fading 

When I was very young and much older

Living through so many changes 


I think this is what any of us ends up with 

If we survive to see wrinkles in the mirror 

Perhaps marking the accumulation of wisdom

Contemplating all that we have been through 


Looking back connects the past to the present 

To understand our evolving individual identity 

To know what makes us us as we are now 

To appreciate all the more what we have today 

Thursday, December 3, 2020

Audubon Corkscrew Sanctuary December 3, 2020

Fyke Members Night Selection 2020

Puerto Rican Tody
Guanica State Forest
Black Necked Stilts
Guanica
Summer Tanager
Brooker Creek Preserve
Red Shouldered Hawk
Six Mile Cypress Slough
Painted Bunting
Circle B Bar Preserve
Reddish Egret
Fort DeSoto
Least Bittern
Taylor Lake
Prothonotary Warbler
The Celery Farm
 

Wednesday, December 2, 2020

Cape Coral December 2, 2020

Bunche Beach December 2, 2020

Tuesday, December 1, 2020

what she wants

As I heard tell when she was asked

My stepmother would like to ignore Christmas

Though it’s been decided to ignore her wish

I like that she put it out there


Especially this year of the pandemic

Doing away with all the socializing

That would keep everyone safe

What a priceless gift to give


She offers her thoughts

From the other side of ninety

When many wish to ignore birthdays

So why not this problematic holiday


As I heard a mother behind me

When walking ahead in the park

Admonishing her child to watch out

Because Santa knows if you’re good


And then after a pause she added

And Jesus is watching you, too

As if to correct a sacrilegious thought

As I laughed to myself at the mythology


Wouldn’t it be something if every child

Realizing neither Santa nor Jesus is real

Would choose to mark the winter solstice

With greenery and bright lights


It’s almost impossible to ignore Christmas

Celebrated with jingling cash registers

In your face and ears with movies and songs

Invoking memories and hopes


This December will bring suffering and death

Cruel reality cutting against the virgin birth story

Unless we find a way to hibernate

Keeping to our separate selves