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Thursday, August 13, 2015
Sunday, August 2, 2015
Saturday, August 1, 2015
August
August, when the atomic bomb was dropped a year before I was born.
I remember an August childhood vacation trip in Canada with
my family
Staying at some motel near Montreal listening to the radio
at night with my brother
In bed in the dark hearing the horrible stories of the survivors of Hiroshima
Not understanding the import of what I was hearing.
August, when cancer took my mother I was still a child.
I remember in August being allowed into the hospital room to
see my mother
Ushered in with my brother and sister we are standing by her
bed
Not told it is our good-bye visit but sensing what is
happening
Soon ushered out again when my mother is crying softly as am
I.
August, when we begin counting the remaining days of summer.
I remember the glorious August sunsets seen on vacation in
Vermont
Staying in a grand house named Great Oaks on a dirt road
With a pond and brook across the road for a boy to explore
With a dairy farm down the road where I was welcome to
wander around.
August, when sweet corn picked fresh from the field comes
into season.
I remember shucking the back yard corn and picking tomatoes
from the vine
And snapping green beans plucked from the garden to cook for
dinner
Savoring good fresh food when there is plenty
Even as the days get shorter and the tree leaves lose their
sheen.
August, when my birthday is a time of remembrance.
Waiting my turn after my older brother in June and my
younger sister in July
My mother taking me and some friends to see a Red Sox game
at Fenway
Not understanding then it is too proximate to her troubled
marriage anniversary
We have very good seats behind first base and I can see the players are real people.
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4:04 PM
Friday, July 31, 2015
Wednesday, July 29, 2015
Not now. Maybe next year.
The high temperature today was at least 94
Corresponding to the number of years Rosie has seen in her
life.
The intense summer heat wave of late July penetrates indoors
Where the window fan breeze cools her somewhat as she sits.
We went to her Brooklyn apartment and sat with her talking
Exchanging news of people we know and things we have learned
And heard the story of why she has no air conditioner
As we ate key lime pie sipping lime seltzer in the heat.
There used to be one but it was too much trouble
Having someone lift it in and out of the window every year.
Now there’s one that sits on the floor but she doesn’t run
it
Since emptying the water takes more strength than she has.
So Rosie tolerates the heat without complaint
Living the way people lived when we were born
And before that when Rosie was born
Before air conditioners made possible the migration South.
And we talked about what it was like in those days
Remembering sitting in the shade of a tree hoping for a
thunderstorm
Ready to run out into the cool wet downpour when it came
Remembering when movies got air conditioned and then
supermarkets.
Remembering when it was too hot to fall asleep
Waiting for the sun to go down and the fireflies to dance at
dusk
Longing for the evening breeze to come into my bedroom
Listening for the rustling of the leaves in the trees outside.
Sometimes we would escape to the beach or swim in a cold
lake.
Sometimes we would take a car ride just to catch the breeze
Hanging my head out the window to be swept by the wind.
I always remember those summer days when I was growing up.
I think for Rosie it’s not such a problem like it is for us
When she grew up used to contending with the heat
When she has lived as an adult so many years getting along
Something she learned to do that young people don’t do.
So Rosie can do without an air conditioner
But you understand that’s not the reason why not.
She doesn’t want to be a bother to anyone in any way
Though she would make us happy to let us help.
We have a spare unit we can bring with us
To set it up in the window when we next visit.
Rosie thought about our offer and decided
Not now. Maybe next
year.
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9:03 PM
Tuesday, July 28, 2015
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