I don't like this waiting around
Keeping the information under wraps
But it's not for me to break the news
Because it's not about me
I don't have the patience for being on hold
Whether writing words or computer code
I feel a great urge to publish immediately
As soon as the construct is complete
But that's not how I am otherwise
Considering my ability to relax
When stuck in traffic or otherwise delayed
Able to remain calm and unperturbed
I think it's about being told to be mute
Not being allowed to speak
That makes me feel this way
Still gripped by a childhood hurt
But it has a flip side like everything
Having developed my adult voice
Being able to freely write whatever I want
Putting it out there in my own words
Knowing this embargo will end soon
On this just one sensitive item
There's no need to hold back anything else
Letting the block be released
