Friday, September 14, 2018

chimney swifts chimney roost




On a warm September evening
Eating dinner outside on our deck
We expect for guests our usual companion birds
Feeding at our suet, seed and thistle.

A hummingbird passing through comes close
Finding our sugar water set out for it
Pausing for a long deep drink allowing us
A moment to admire this tiny long distance traveler.

Looking up we see a migrant monarch flutter and glide
Stopping to rest a moment near the spruce tree top
Then much higher up by chance we see chimney swifts
That fly nonstop all day catching insects.

So we decide to go to the nearby school chimney
In hopes we might see the migrant swifts roost
And we happen there upon a man with a few orphan swifts
Releasing them that they might fly up and join the flock.

He takes one in his hands and swings his arms up
And the bird flies above us in a large circle
Until a bird from the flock high above swoops down
Being the ambassador to guide it into the group.

A second and a third bird are released successfully
In the open space behind the school
And then it’s time for us to walk around in front
To get the best view of the chimney roost.

There are several hundred swifts flying overhead
Looking like cigars with wings paddling so fast
Chittering calls communicating among themselves
Ready to stopover here on their way to Peru.

Like clockwork in the ten minutes after sundown
By ones and twos and threes they drop down
Into the chimney out of sight for the night
Grasping onto the roughened brick surface.

To witness this spectacle is truly amazing
What little we know of the life of these birds
Whose fantastic feats are beyond our abilities
Known only to those who watch birds.

Sunday, September 9, 2018

Saturday, September 8, 2018

Friday, September 7, 2018

identity adjustment

My employment email account has been suspended
The one that received hundreds of messages every day
Notifications designed to keep me apprised
Leaving me with an adjustment I did not anticipate.

For some time I have been stepping back from engagement
Not responding to almost all system alert warnings
Letting others figure out the problem and solution
But staying informed by being on the cc: list.

Now I have lost access to 18 years of messages
Countless tens of thousands of interactions with others
Preventing me from looking back at the archives
Keeping me from habitually checking for new arrivals.

So this is what full retirement means to begin with
Not just something that you no longer have to do
But also a closure that shuts you out, placing you outside
In a kind of severance from your previous life.

For me the quiet is good as I let go of the commotion
Monitoring only my personal email inbox activity
Keeping up with friends and family
Sometimes reaching out to former colleagues.

When you have advance notice of termination
Giving time to prepare for the transition
And no need of the income from employment
This is the exit anyone might wish for.

Now I can do whatever I want all day every day
Such a privileged life so few are able to have
Something I never expected would happen for me
With really nothing to do but enjoy being alive.